I'm down. I'm done.

Things have finally caught up with me. They have been chasing me all spring, and have finally caught me. I'm done. I surrender.

I guess juggling 13 credits, church, work, family, friends, personal time, running, future travels (Wisconsin, D.C., Colorado, and Thailand), and chasing down signatures for Thailand is not really possible. I am sick...I am tired (literally). I have not been able to function at all for two days now and I can't even get myself to sleep because I keep thinking about all the things I have to do. All the people I have to meet with. I just keep thinking about how I don't have time to be sick.
I don't have time...but apparently my body does.

Because my body is immobile and I can't sleep I'm taking time to:
- read the news...something I haven't done in....well, an embarrassing amount of time
-read in general...well, mostly for school, but it's fun reading
-making homemade soup...I have a chicken carcass cooking in a pot right now
-listening to music...I haven't even listened to music lately..actually sat and just listened
-catching up on Weeds...I have finished both discs from my netflix and am anticipating the next two
-finally I am drinking pop...that's right pop! I never drink it, but I'm quite enjoying it right now

I guess things could be worse. I'm just going to set everything else on the back shelf of my mind and maybe try to actually relax..weird.